Ding Ding Ding

Wow. How long has it been? I think it's safe to say 2 months.

4 months now into 2017, so much had happened. One that put my spirit down like no other tribulation. Also, other things that lift up my spirit even more. Whirlwind journey, yet here I am now still counting down to more life has to offer.

"Experience is the best teacher" 

The quote I live by and one that constantly forcing me to build my own safe wall. The day I realise I am responsible for my own life is the day I decided no one really gives a damn and you kinda have to figure things out yourself. And that is how I build up my courage to be this independent and vivacious lady as I am now.

My past teaches me to be cautious. Be wary of those who are trying to take advantage, wary of the person who knows nothing but always trying to rip someone's joy. Because we have so little happiness in us, I think it would be selfish to take them off, someone. Imagine not feeling happy at all because the only thing in your safe wall was taken away.

I really couldn't thank my family and friends enough for existing. For all the laugh and kindness they have provided me with, they're the reason I am still standing.

And the other day, I met my friend Choki at Pasar Malam Seksyen 7. The first thing I do was run away. I don't know why I did that. And I saw her with that Makcik. Next thing I know, I was on the phone with Afiq, still trying to catch my breath for the anxiety attack and trying to avoid seeing him between the stalls. I truly was walking towards him before I started running away and before I knocked a big huge thing and next thing I know I had spilt water.

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