I think i've made my decision

I am so tired of work, extremely tired and exhausted. But I love this job. Therefore I choose to stay and forget about my other dreams. 



Hope you are well and alive - still sane.

Frankly speaking, I am far from okay. I think I am on the verge of burning out. I have not properly rest since December and work has occupied my mind pretty much 24/7. Don't get me wrong, I am 100% in love with my job, but sometimes it gets too much that your mind went blank. Maybe I am just exhausted. My mind needs a rest - a long one. 

I have nothing interesting going on in my life.