Thank god I build walls

When I started building walls, I thought I was being petty. Fast forward to today, I am glad that I build them. I am glad that I decided to be wary of who I am friends with. I am glad that today, I have no emotional attachment to any kind of friendship that hinders me from progressing.

Thanks to myself for being able to smell bullshit from the get-go. For the help I have given over the years of us knowing each other, please regard it as one of my many attempts of being a good human being. I was once capable of being decent, who understand that in order to succeed, we all need each other. But some people do believe that we owe them the universe when things did not go their way. 

I genuinely believe humans are smarts, we are, it's in the Quran. But the audacity to downgrade yourselves and pave ways to success bedded with lies and deceit is a form of disgrace to humankind. Am I exaggerating? No. But I try to call out the bullshits you just do not want to believe. Heck, you are playing the victim card. Pathetic. 

But it is ok. We are not going to see each other anymore for a very long time. Separated by distance and grudges. Farewell, humans.

Here I am at odd hours typing down whatever been weighing me down since my last post.

After staying at home for almost a year, I find it very difficult to adjust. Shah Alam has changed. A lot. The people are no longer the same, constructions are everywhere. The only thing constant is the weather. It's still so freaking hot here.

If you don't know yet, 2019 this is my final year as an undergraduate student and I have another 7 months to go. Time sure goes by, unnoticed by me. You sure don't want to hear me ramble the same shits again, but I still do procrastinate a lot. There are so many assignments, tutorials whatsoever and with me still adjusting, I am having a hard time to cope with study at the moment. More excuses.

This one is a very short post. I just want to let yall know that I am ok. Bye